Day: Apr 19, 2023

It used to be drawing i was invested and i would constantly draw bizarre and incomplete things, i really liked the freedom there .Some of my drawing are still there hanged up on walls and i like to sometimes look at them. But then i decided to try something else which was woodworking on the first day it was very exciting because i could create things and have them that was a very fun first experience i was able to make a little boat with a itty bitty paddle. Then it started being lots of other things i made a mini house with the door that opened, i even made a hammer that i burned runes onto.

As a tool it works for most people for self expression and inserting yourself into your work. But my experience with is a bit wonky because for me its still weird and new even though i have had it for a long time. What its best qualities are is how you can work from literally anywhere, and what also helps is having the internet with you so access to all of information.

I think both happen equally to us but i would rather neither, and i don’t mean this in a utopic way, but what i really mean is we should not place the concept of work on a pedestal. What that means is that life becomes work at this point but the main role that work has is to be merely a small continuous mission that keeps our boredom away. most of the time work can be a big problem for most poor families and that becomes the main drama and issue in life while in other circumstances lets say in rich house holds the main issue is more onto the self and personal things which always gives the impression of them being spoiled and completely infuriating. The role of work has the be minor for us to be able to truly express our thoughts and not to think of the constant stress that comes from mental and physical work.

Sports in my life was never a competition or a way to be healthy. but just a fun feeling and activity to pass time when i really started to getting some physical mass the only reason was because of the sting and feeling it gave me. I never had proper training or guidance sometimes even just running for no reason can give me immense pleasure. i never liked how people would constantly take it seriously when was just a game and it would make them insanely angry over little mistakes or even when they correct each others forms and such things.

The internet has weird effect on me and the world around me. The way it appeared into the world and how it transmitted all around like plague and especially the misinformation and the dangerous content for children. But the good parts of it is how it makes all more together. It would take a lot of effort to have connection with someone from another country or just hard to reach. my most favourite thing about the existence of the internet is how much actual good entertainment and content there , for example very old movie’s or even new and great animations.